What to do?

He is online, and he liked my status which is hours ago.

Does it mean he’s checking on my account?

He used to like my stat and when he do, I would chat him and thank him, it’s been a routine since then.

But I stopped I realize something, I need to stay away and act uninterested in some point.

Why? because I don’t want to assume, that there is something behind his goodness in me. I don’t want to give any gesture a deeper meaning…much more or less I don’t want to fall because I know he won’t catch me if that happens. Why I know? Well, I just know.

So, before any foolishness and drama happens I just stop…but every time I see him online and liking my stat, I sometimes think of clicking his name and chat him.

But may other part would say to choose the safe and yet boring path. What to do? Well, I just writing everything, hoping sooner or later this crushing over him will disappear.

Best way though. 🙂

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Pause, Maybe You Have the Wrong Perspective

Do you have those negative feelings running into your mind? Do you think you are in a box or a room full of darkness and there’s no way to escape into? Are you trapped somehow in the past and you can’t move on? Do you feel unfortunate and thinks that all the bad luck of this world is pouring on you? Well, if that’s whats in your mind…then, PAUSE.  Then take a deep breath and think, then look around you look around the place at your normal view. The look at the crowd around, the tension on  people, the garbage and all. Frustrating right? Now find a higher place and begin to view things, maybe you’ll see birds, clouds, mountains and many more in that view. Then think again? that you are still in the same place but you see different views. That’s how we apply it to life, if you feel it’s messy then turn around and find a better and much wider perspective. Definitely you will be amazed what life really has to offer for you.

So starting from now find the light behind the walls, every room has doors and windows you can’t be into there if you didn’t use the entrance, so whatever darkness there is try to find it the door and the light…try to look things in a different perspective now for a happy and worth it life. 🙂

Look around and you will see the beauty of life.